I am not your rival !!!

It's not that I hate you that much or I am your enemy or jealous or envy or whatever....
You can catch him, you can approach him whenever it is... I don't care...
I'm not your rival or competitor...

It's just like you never ever appreciate me or appreciate my help as a good friend...

You just have an eye for him. That's the problem. That's what disturbs and annoys...

I feel like I am just exploited to take an advantange of someone's attention.

That's why I am ignoring you a little bit. and I think you do so. You do ignore me too.
But what is your reason to do so, I have no idea.

PS: this is for the one, who still doesn't start the college phase